From Obedience to Eros: My Journey Into the Sacred

I spent the first 29 years of my life inside a high-demand religion where obedience was everything and sexuality was cloaked in shame, silence, and control. I married young, became a mother, and spent a decade in a body that didn’t feel like mine—enduring dissociated, painful sex while trying to be the “right kind of woman.” But something in me refused to stay numb.

At 29, I walked away from it all. I let go of dogma, identity, and everything I had been taught about God and myself. What followed was a reckoning. I dove headfirst into religious deconstruction and found solace in Jungian psychology, archetypes, myth, and modern therapeutic and relational tools. I explored polyamory, got divorced, and eventually encountered the world of neo-tantra, sacred sexuality, and conscious relating.

That was the turning point. I began to experience the Divine not as an external authority, but as an alive, erotic pulse woven into every aspect of being—especially sex, intimacy, and human connection. I met God and Goddess in the bedroom, in the mirror, in the shadows of my psyche. Sex became a holy ritual. Plant medicine, shadow work, and embodied spiritual practice became my teachers.

I am a guide, a teacher, and a mirror helping men face their shadows, honor their desires, and ultimately align their heart, mind, and cock. Through the deepest of shadow work I have spent hundreds of hours in the fire of transformation and refinement and I give the gift of capacity to you. I’ve been where you are, and I know the journey it takes to reclaim your fullness. I’m here to walk alongside you.

Who I Work With

I work with men who are ready to reclaim their full masculine expression—men who know there’s more to them than what the world has allowed.

I work with men in relationships and men who are single.
Men who are brand new to sacred sexuality and those who’ve been on the path for years.
Men who speak to Jesus and men who speak to the trees.
Men who feel the pull of the primal, the holy, the erotic - and are ready to stop hiding from it.

My clients are often high-functioning, heart-aware, and spiritually curious.
Some come to me after years of trying to figure it out alone. Others arrive at a breaking point; with their sex life, their leadership, their marriage, or their sense of purpose on the line.
All of them are ready to drop the mask, the performance, and the shame.

I don’t work with men who want to bypass, impress, or “fix” themselves.
I work with men who are ready to get honest, go deep, and come home to who they are at the core: powerful, present, and profoundly human.

Are you ready to reclaim your true expression?

If you're feeling the call to reconnect with your power, awaken your primal essence, and experience life through a fully integrated masculine lens, I’m here to guide you; contact me to schedule a consultation or dive straight into one of my transformative offerings.

Your reclamation starts now.